Hello!!!!! I am blogging.CAN YOU BELIEVE IT?















This is the first time i did hardcore research
This is the first time i am so confident for presentation
This is the first time i get irritated by the stress and get hot headed(like ytd)
This is the first time i expected to do well and score more than a C.
This is the first time i not nervous for my presentation
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This is the first time i feel sad during and after presentation.


Is not anyone fault and i not blaming anyone.



From " Why u read from the slide", I am sure that i am giving her a impression that i didnt do enough research, didn't planned what i am gonna to say. I know that is what i did it in year one and i am those who never present and slack all the way though. Grading in evd from what i heard is about improvement and not ur end product. That why i wanted to show my improvement in anything. I dont want history repeated itself. All my friends in NPCC get A1 while i get B4. WHY!!!!!!!!! I did more than what they do. CIP is definetly higer than them.

I also did check my seal pt and i get nth. Why history is repeating!!! I am trying in all ways to show my improvement but all i get is nothing.

I think my presentation today will get a C. I dun know how to pull myself up. I tried to use strong visual in boards and presentation but why i did not improve from thier pov. I tried photography to take some strong visual but there is no chance for me to show. I know that i need to buck up my english in order to have good presentation but this take time. It is not 1/2 years. 10 years perhaps? But 10 years i alr grudated and will them see my improvement?The only way is use simple english and strong visual but everything is ALWAYS cock up on the day itself and i give them bad impression.



I feel much better now!!!!!! Don't blame me for my english. I not being emo here. I just need to type out my feeling. ALL TIME LOW ALBUM IS GOOD.

GOING TO DO MY SPEECH BB ALL. SEE YOU IN MONTHS.